New York [Day 3]

It's currently 3:37pm over here. It can't be the exact time since clocks can't all be exactly the same. I know it's unecessary to know the time but I would like to make it an indication. For what? For this:
I call today an inspiring day. I've been reading Millie Tran's blog (fittingly.net if you are interested) and I've encountered a numerous number of blogs of inspirational subjects due to my interests. As I said in a few earlier blogs, sometimes inspiring things can make you envious. And that's entirely true in this case. My mind was fully filled with subjects that I've thought would never come across in this little mind of mine. Envy started to kick in and I started to plan my life down in the moleskine.
New York might be tough and this city might be embracing me, but I'm not ready for her yet. At least I don't think so. I need more time. More time to get myself prepared and more time to repair myself. Or maybe it's just that I'm Asian and I want to be successful. Or not?
I don't know the answer but all I know that I'll make the best out of this 1/2 school year in NYC and once I'm back in SJC, the city better be ready for me. I am inspired.